Reflection

I have been following the Travon Martin and Mark Zimmerman situation for a while now and thought I would reflect on how I feel and what I think about all of it. I think firstly, it is tragic on so many levels. Any loss of life, especially someone who is so young, is painful and horrific to see. Secondly, I think it is wrong that people are judging Travon Martin by how he dressed and what he may or may not have done in his short life. He is dead. It is not right for anyone to criminalize him to justify his death. What we need to do is show respect to his family. As a nation we need to love them and mourn with them for their tragic loss. As big as the United States is, we are supposed to be a family. As a spectator of this tragedy, I don't believe there is enough evidence to say if Zimmerman "murdered" Martin, or "killed" him in self defence. I know very small pieces about the confrontation and it is not right for me to pass a judgement like this. It isn't right for people to feel like they have to pass such a judgement. This brings me to the real issue. The culture of the U.S. is "Right or Wrong, Yes or No, Hot or Cold....Black or White." Whatever happened to "I don't know, I need more information, I choose not to judge, I can see both sides of the situation and they both have merritt...every situation is different?" People are so obsessed with being right that they don't take a moment to try and understand how another person is feeling. There is no reconciliation in the culture of the United States. This is why race will always be an issue, even if it was or was not a motivating factor in the death of Travon Martin. The United States is one of the most legalistic places I have ever lived. This is why this situation is so sickening. The deeper problem is the law that allowed one man to carry a gun, shoot and kill another without any legal accountability. While yes he went on trial in the end. It was however, only because of the outcry of the public. If it were up to the law, there wouldn't have been a trial. And in the end, because of the law, the entire trial and judgement only caused more pain and resentment for our country. What the public wanted in this situation was a country that made judgements based on morality, rather than law. But laws these days are so hard to change in the United States that there is little room for conscience any more. In New Zealand, the government can pass a law in three days if they want to. In the United States it takes years because of all the earmarks, 1000 page bills, lobbying, and corruption. Even though people desperately want change, It takes lifetimes for it to happen. In Travon's case, a very short lifetime. Race is in the very soil of our country. It is cut into every person's subconscious like a dry river bed winding through a desert. It is not Travon Martin's death alone that causes people to cry out and rebel. It is the history of our nation. People talk about slavery as if it were a thing. It is not a thing. It is millions of people being uprooted, chained, beaten, raped, whipped, and murdered for over 100 years. After slavery was "abolished" black people were in even more danger, this time of losing their lives. Because they were no longer considered "property" it didn't matter if they lived or died. Thousands of black people were lynched, burned alive, and shot without proper trial for at least another 70 years (withoutsanctuary.org). Then, for another 40 years, black people were legally prevented from voting, attending the same schools as white people, and eating or drinking or using the same bathroom facilities as white people. This was all permitted under the legality or the fabric of our society until 1964 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Civil_Rights_Act_of_1964). So for nearly 200 years our country, our constitution, "we the people" allowed for this terror to take place. I refer to this history because I can understand why people choose to riot and use violent protest, especially in a society where the most influential nonviolent civil rights leader was assassinated. Today, when a young black man is shot, people cry racism not because they know all the facts. They cry racism because of our country's track record. This history is crazy making. Honestly, what would 200 years of violence do to a group of people? In the end, I do not believe that violent protest solves anything. But I can at least understand it. When I first started learning and exploring issues of race, I would become defensive. I would say, "I did not do this to them." While this is technically true, it does not give me the excuse to deny that racism exists and that it is still a problem. By denying it and taking no responsibility for this problem, I am the problem. I am not writing this because I have the answers. The only thing I feel certain about is that we need to stop being defensive and listen to each other even if it makes us uncomfortable. We need to let someone who is angry vent on us for a while. We need to be strong enough to not be afraid of anger, be compassionate and brave enough to be empathetic. We must be big enough to forgive even when we are not forgiven. In the very end, Love. Love doesn't mean criticizing or judging. It doesn't mean being confrontational and closed minded. If you don't know what love means, go look it up, 1 Corinthians 13.